Monday, April 14, 2008
what is love? actually so many definitions but i heard one early this morning at those zombie times which i'm supposed to be asleep. i'm touched by what you said, i never saw it that way. i guess i had a really bad night last night and trust me douya would know and also i'm embarrassed. ya. but thanks anyway :) it's also really scary to know when one day you may not be there anymore. i was so close to that. felt like a trip to hell. BUT brought back to cloud 9/heaven. haha. whateverrr. i was surprised that you decided to come find me at zombie time because i really thought i had ruined everything with my bare hands. we're picking up, finding back, resolving and facing it together. i still want that future. we have to believe in it together. i'm glad you're a huge part of my life. i'm touched by how much you want to do for me. silly me.
i feel happy and loved again! :D happylovedgal88 zzzz
love you like a sister;
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